Viola drives me insane

This week I will spend probably over 15 hours playing viola. Not because I have an exam. Not because I want to. It is because the school's presentation night is coming up and I'm in the orchestra. Can someone tell me why I chose to learn this instrument? 6 years and I still suck at it.

Music can bring you happiness, relieve, comfort, enjoyment and the list goes on and on. But I think all those who play and instrument also know that it can bring frustration, hate, anger and whatever else.

After this week I don't know if I'll continue to play the viola, it is really a love hate relationship with it being hate 80% of the time.

Do you play a musical instrument?